I've been pretty much the same mentally, just the usual ups and downs. I am starting to have really strong urges to drink and chew. I haven't drank since this summer, and I quit chewing when school started last semester. Seems like when I get stressed out the urges get stronger. I haven't given in though. Not yet anyway.
I don't really know what else to put on here. There's a lot of things going on in my head, but I can't get them to come out into words. Frustrating. I'm not really feeling too good tonight. Really, really down. Thought maybe getting on here would help, but like I said, I can't get the words to come out. Maybe I'll try again later.